this kind of goes in both the self harm and religion forums...
i feel so much guilt for everything i do. i relapsed just recently and i feel like i need to keep doing it to punish myself for everything i've done and keep doing.
i've felt like a failure most of the time, and depressed. i've been told i don't have the "right" to punish myself. is that true? i'm saved, but i'm still afraid i'm going to hell. like God's really really mad at me.
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Re: guilt
I think God understands that your trying, and that is a steep uphill battle.....why don't you spend some time meditating? try to find a spirtual answer, maybe God is trying to tell you the way he can guide you.
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch