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Post by goodmorning » Mon Apr 13, 2009 10:06 pm

this kind of goes in both the self harm and religion forums...

i feel so much guilt for everything i do. i relapsed just recently and i feel like i need to keep doing it to punish myself for everything i've done and keep doing.

i've felt like a failure most of the time, and depressed. i've been told i don't have the "right" to punish myself. is that true? i'm saved, but i'm still afraid i'm going to hell. like God's really really mad at me.
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Re: guilt

Post by Barbies are Evil » Tue Apr 14, 2009 11:56 am

I think God understands that your trying, and that is a steep uphill battle.....why don't you spend some time meditating? try to find a spirtual answer, maybe God is trying to tell you the way he can guide you.
TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)

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