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- Hooked On HelpingTeens
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I have never spoken to anyone about this. Everyone who knows me knows I want to one day have children, but no one knows about this... I guess you can call it obsession. As long as I can remember, I have ALWAYS been fascinated by pregnancy and child birth. I always would imagine what my future would be like, always imagining it would be with a wonderful husband, and of course, children. Well. I'm getting the husband part this August, and hopefully by the end of this year we will start trying for a baby.... but for at least the past two years, I have had almost an obsession with becoming pregnant. I want so bad to become pregnant, I know I can't though. Well physically, I can, financially, its not a good idea right now. I know its better to wait, but, I catch myself wanting to just go at it without a condom, or hoping the pull out method doesn't work. I catch myself wanting the condom to break. Each month I kinda keep hoping my period won't come, and that when I take the test, it comes back positive.
I think this started back in 06, when I started feeling sick and stuff, and when I went to the dr, they gave me a pregnancy test, which came back positive, but almost a week later, my period started, hence, a phantom pregnancy. I found myself jealous when my 17 yr old sister told me she was pregnant. I know its normal to want a child, but, is there something wrong with me that I want a child this bad? It's not getting in the way of my everyday life, but I just mainly want to find out if theres other girls out there that want a child this badly also...
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Mentally I know I'm not ready (lacking a boy, job (as of today :/), etc).. but I would go for it given the opportunity.
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- Joined: Tue Oct 30, 2007 7:43 pm
From a girl who shares your pain!