A Poemish Thing I Randomly Wrote..
Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2011 2:12 pm
WHO AM I?!?!?
Who am I? I don’t know..
You seem to now.. tell me.
Because I don’t know..
You seem to know.. But do you really?
You know when I'm happy..
but am I ever truly happy?
I’m dead inside..
How can I be truly happy?
All you see if the fake
the fraud iv put on.. the disguise
you don’t really know..
I have deceived you
ahhh.. this is what I have become..
a master of deception..
a liar..
I walk around with a clowns smile
you see it as reality.
its faulty..
I am a lie
from the moment I awake
to the moment I sleep
and sleep.. ha
I don’t sleep..
and you will never know.
I will never tell you..
others have tried..
and their failure only brings more pain
I will tell no one else
I will not share my heart any more
because it is dead now..
I will bury it..
deep inside my empty chest..
it will smolder there
and slowly drive me to insanity
oh well..
who cares..
I don't.. I'm too tired
to tired to fight, to tired to care..
I'll die and then I wont hurt..
or be a burden..
now I just have to wait
wait to die..
because I cant do it myself.
I wont do it myself.
at least i know that
What do you think?
Who am I? I don’t know..
You seem to now.. tell me.
Because I don’t know..
You seem to know.. But do you really?
You know when I'm happy..
but am I ever truly happy?
I’m dead inside..
How can I be truly happy?
All you see if the fake
the fraud iv put on.. the disguise
you don’t really know..
I have deceived you
ahhh.. this is what I have become..
a master of deception..
a liar..
I walk around with a clowns smile
you see it as reality.
its faulty..
I am a lie
from the moment I awake
to the moment I sleep
and sleep.. ha
I don’t sleep..
and you will never know.
I will never tell you..
others have tried..
and their failure only brings more pain
I will tell no one else
I will not share my heart any more
because it is dead now..
I will bury it..
deep inside my empty chest..
it will smolder there
and slowly drive me to insanity
oh well..
who cares..
I don't.. I'm too tired
to tired to fight, to tired to care..
I'll die and then I wont hurt..
or be a burden..
now I just have to wait
wait to die..
because I cant do it myself.
I wont do it myself.
at least i know that
What do you think?