It's been excatly 1 year today that I was in a car accident, that took the life of my boyfriend, my best friend, and my cuz. Outta 4 people, I was the only person that walked away from it.
Shortly after that I was diagnosed(sp) with an OCD. Whenever I get into a car I get thrown into fits of worry, and start crying.
Sorry, this is kinnda a waste of board space, but oh well.
I'm just proud of myself for surviving a whole year without them.
One Year Today...
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ATTENTION: Due to finanical difficulties, the light at the end of the tunnel has been switched off.
"They turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold.
The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold
Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(Never cease to amaze me)
That's when I got up and left" Like The Angel - Rise Against
"They turn the lights down low,
In shadows hiding from the world,
Only coming out when it gets cold.
The seas part when they hit the floor,
The voices carry on and out the door
And everything you touch turns into gold
Like the angel you are you laugh creating a lightness in my chest,
Your eyes they penetrate me,
(Never cease to amaze me)
That's when I got up and left" Like The Angel - Rise Against
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TJ[10:13 PM]: no not really..... it's all so.... like wow..... screw steps, you took a fuckin jet pack and strapped it on yourself and rocketed your way forward (thats my big bro)
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
Meredith Brooks-Bitch
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
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its great that you posted that!
Dose it honestly really matter? think about it
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im glad u posted that to cuz it gives me alittle faith knowin that someone else who lost a bf can get through it thanx for posting and im glad ur a strong person and got through it this long
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Your post was in no way a waste of space, In fact it was one of the most touching post that i have seen yet. You must have a great grasp on life to be able to survive so long with that lost. I would suggest, if you are not already seeking it, some professional help, because the advances in pyschotherapy make almost anything possible today.
-Best of luck and GOD BLESS YOU-
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We are all very proud of you, and I'm sure your post is an inspiration to everyone. It's not easy to get through something like that, especially something that took some very significant people from your life. Just know that everything happens for a reason. You came out of that car crash alive for a reason. I'm sure your boyfriend, best friend, and cousin would want you to be enjoying life... not being overcome with immense fear every time you get in a car. I know you can't help it, but remember that life is short and you never know when it's all going to be over. So try to live your life the fullest extent of happiness. Good luck!
I forgot to pay the electricity bill on my mind... therefore, my thoughts are dark.
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sweetie its not wasting board space...
Im so sorry about the deaths of ur freinds and ur misfortune with OCD but u are brave 2 have made it this far... plz dont give up!!!
Im so sorry about the deaths of ur freinds and ur misfortune with OCD but u are brave 2 have made it this far... plz dont give up!!!
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It was tine to go
Through the fields lay golden
Something wispered- "SNOW"
Leaves were green and stirring
Berries,luster-glossed
But beneath the warm feathers
Something cautioned- "FROST"
All the sagging orchards
Steamed With amber spice
But each wild breast stiffened
At rembered ice
Something told the wild geese
It was time to fly-
Summer sun was on their wings
Winter in their cry
It was tine to go
Through the fields lay golden
Something wispered- "SNOW"
Leaves were green and stirring
Berries,luster-glossed
But beneath the warm feathers
Something cautioned- "FROST"
All the sagging orchards
Steamed With amber spice
But each wild breast stiffened
At rembered ice
Something told the wild geese
It was time to fly-
Summer sun was on their wings
Winter in their cry