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+++first day back to school after break...wasn't bad at all

+++laughing a lot with someone

+++being hyper and just being able to keep my mood up all day!

+++getting a raise at work to $7/hr.! killer excited!

ive lost a total of 5 lbs so far! lets just hope i havent gained it back this week



~~Kimmy~~

My body is getting more tone, which im happy about. Oh, and.. I haven't been messing up as much latley, so thats good, right?

lost 3lbs, got a haircut and i like it a lot, i feel somewhat pretty, i passed my math A regents with an 80, i got a 92% on my bio midterm which im estatic about!



~~Kimmy~~

I'm with Beautiful, my body's been getting more tone from my exercising.

Last night...



+made a new friend from TH.

+finally made myself talk to a girl i thought hated me (long story) turns out she doesnt and i think maybe we can be great friends again

+talked with my friend who moved away a couple years ago and I hadnt spoken to him since like December (late) and that was the first time in forever. I miss him alot. bah..



Today..



+I caught up on homework from when I missed school

+I talked to Jenna..which was fun.

+talked to Liz which is always awesome.

+Made a cake and my mom saved it from burning when i forgot about it...(thats probably a plus for her not me lol)

+IM GETTING OFF THE COMPUTER SINCE ITS ALL I EVER DO!



I just love you guys so much! lol

+ i know more than a few guys that have a crush on me

+ i actually feel beautiful lately

+ the guy i like stares at me all the time now during class and makes me laugh. furthermore, i make him laugh

+ i hooked up with this guy i've had a crush on for a while

+ i'm making straight A's

+ ive had the courage to "seize the day" recently

+ i have pretty wonderful friends



i know a lot of these seem shallow...but isn't it usually the shallow things that really seem to bring down our self esteem?

well now its the shallow things that are bringing it back up.



like, way up! yay!

<3 jess

**I was accepted to Berklee College of Music (altho its my last choice school..still kewl!)

**I was accepted acedemically to Elizabethtown College w/ a $9,000 merit-based scholarship! just have to wait and see if/how much i get from the music program yet

**I finished all my college auditions and *gasp* I'm still alive

**I have 7 solos on 2 dif instruments in concert band this yr

**I placed 2nd out of 57 alto saxes in my district (bout 60 schools-worth) for District Band

**I've lost 15lbs since I started dieting/exercising back in September..and I'm sticking to it!

+My Boyfriend is great

- I havent got to see him all weekend

+This awesome guy started working at y job

-I have horrible pay

+ my mom made a good dinner

-im tired

- i have a doctors appointment on tuesday and im scared

- i spilled water on myself today

- i feel like im my moms slave

- i miss my dad

- i want my friend to move back to idaho

- i wish my best friend never changed





im done im starting to feel worse

+I have been accepted to 2 universities, both which i was actually considering (but not sure)

- I didn't apply to scholarships ahead of time so now I am behind

+I might get a job where I volunteer, but - I haven't sent in my resume I hope they will accept it if Ihand it in by the end of this week.

- I have been doing very stupid things this past week with mixing my schedule and being a bad friend

I have a doc's appointment tomrrow, but I don't know what it'll do

- I have been a very bad gf because I always make mistakes



+ I did well first semester

+ I have started exercising more

- I have been eating junk alot

-my room is a mess

+I should clean it tonight. If I do 1/2 hour work I will post it

i lost 3 more pounds! yay!

i actually went shopping monday and bought stuff for me!!! not just for others! and i got like REALLY good deals i mean i only went shopping with $30 and came out with 5 different things that are normally like $10+ so yay i was happy!

oh and on monday we didnt get completely crushed against the undefeated team like i thought we were!



~~Kimmy~~

+i lost 2 pounds, and some people have noticed

+i went from a large to a medium

+i got invited to a party with some friends from work (meaning they dont hate me! yay!)

+i finally realized that the guy ive liked for a bit now really isnt right for me

+i spent the entire day with my sister

+i went shopping and got 2 pairs of pants and 3 shirts for only $75, i also got a purse for only $7 and i still have money left over

+even though i was going to lose money that i had been saving for a very long time i gave all of my money (bday, savings, work $) to my mom so we wouldnt be homeless!



alright well thats all for now



~~Kimmy~~

well that party wound up being a little disaster but...



+i realized that i can always count on my family and even my new family (my sister is engaged basically)

+i know i can count on a couple close friends and thats what i need

+i dont need to party to have fun

+i finally told my sister what happened on new years

+i told my manager that i wished our kiss never happened

+my friend just apologized and is no longer mad at me!***



ugh im so relieved



~~Kimmy~~

I'm sorry for posting here, I'm not a regular here... there's just a random bust of happiness and high self esteem that I just cannot hold in...

+ The lack of time produced from Swimming, Musical, Jazz Band, and Boy Scouts has changed from depression to insane happiness

+ Swim Team ends on 2/7, my birthday

+ I'm going to get my letter thanks to 3.5 unexpected points at IHCs...

+ I think I am getting really close to having a girlfriend.

+ My grades are up. Woo!

+ Eagle Scout Board of Review: 3/1/06

+ Health's ending, woo!

+ Grades=Ability to stay in the play and make a statement

+ I proved my math teacher wrong for the 2nd time in my life, and he absolutely respects me now.

+ Sleep is improving

+ Things are just going my way



Sorry, just needed a happy vent. Half of these probably don't even make sense...

sweet! good work!



+I made up with an enemy of four years.

+From my: IS SHE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE?! topic, it sounds like my crush might like me.

-but I always get up my hopes.

+I'm doing better in school.

+ ANOTHER girl likes me.

+I'm eating healthier.

+I'm getting to school on time

+I have more friends.

-but me and my best friends are going down two seprate paths.

+I don't hate what I see in the mirror every day.

+midterms are over and i think i actually did okay even on trig and chem

+i got up the courage and asked me friend to prom and yeah he said that he MIGHT be going with someone else but he wants to go with me basically and that if the other girl cant go then he said he will definitely come running back to me as long as i dont find someone else

+i FINALLY cleaned my room and it actually looks decent



sobloemeke-you dont have to be a regular to post in here! congrats on everything



timemachine-congrats!!!!!!!



~~Kimmy~~

HAPPY VENT TIME!



As of today:

1. I am 172 days caffeine free!

2. I have not had a takeover by Sarah in 10 days

3. I am confident she is out of my life

4. I am SI free for 1 month 20 days

5. I won a huge victory over my parents by their letting me take AP Biology

6. Summer has started!

+I have been accepted to 2 universities, both which i was actually considering (but not sure)

- I didn't apply to scholarships ahead of time so now I am behind

+I might get a job where I volunteer, but - I haven't sent in my resume I hope they will accept it if Ihand it in by the end of this week.

- I have been doing very stupid things this past week with mixing my schedule and being a bad friend

I have a doc's appointment tomrrow, but I don't know what it'll do

- I have been a very bad gf because I always make mistakes



+ I did well first semester

+ I have started exercising more

- I have been eating junk alot

-my room is a mess

+I should clean it tonight. If I do 1/2 hour work I will post it

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Wow. Funny how things change.

Sorry for the negativity.



Screw university-I was a January dropout.

Screw that job I wanted-I didn't have enough 'experience' despite my 3 year commitment in the programs - Now that that's done, I have finally understood that I am not cut out for that kind of work because the last time I tried it (the year before that), I failed in a very important aspect-discipline and control. Yay for me! The profession I had been indirectly working towards and thought was my calling, is now off-limits for me due to my personality flaws. Guess I'll be a cashier at McDonalds for the rest of my life.

Screw the cleaning my room. I managed to do it, but it always gets messy within a week. Now over a year later, and it's worst than before.



Screw "Go Me!"

+ I applied and was accepted to Nursing School

- Prior experiences and personal habits suggest my impending January dropout from that as well. There goes another profession.

I just outsmarted my brother... DAMN I'm good!