im about to go insane
and i dont know what to do!
theres been so much drama lately
so much i cant take
im about to run my car off a fuckin clif
and not even fuckin care!
oh my god!
blah blah blah
this fucker who i let live with me took my cd
and i asked 100 times to give it back
and he always lied and said he didnt have it
i didnt fuckin care
well one day he drove up next to me
and rubed it in my face that he had it
i got really pissed
and found his ass
and i kicked his ass
i started wailing on him
kicking and punching
so i come home
and he drives by and throws my cd at me
whatever im good
im happy
few hours later
he drives back
and starts yelling at me
going a lot deeper than the cd
saying i should just kill myself already
and that i push my friends away
and more shit
so then he drives off and screams
"i hope your crying"
and i was
so that made it worse
so the who i thought was my friend screams some shit at him
and i take my friends home
the friend who screamed shit
is not basically on the other kids side of all of this
and said i pushed him away and blah blah
fuck that
so tonight i tell that kid to bring me my shit he had also stole from me
so he brings me back my shoes and my shirt
and then he sends me a text pic of my licence plate frame and his dick thru it
i was like wtf
whyd you steal it from me
so he stole my licence plate frame
i told him to give it back
and he wouldent
as usual
so me and my girl
she eggs his car
they find us
and i tell him get outta the car to settle shit
and hes a pussy and drives off
blah blah
we go back and find him
and get out and talk
he talks stupid shit
im just like
why the fuck you gotta steal all my shit
ive never stole anything from you
and he knows thats the truth
and he says if i woulda just asked for it back
he woulda gave it back
which is a complete lie
he said its in the river now
he said the same about my cd
if i woulda just asked he woulda gave it
not like i didnt ask 100 times before
i dont know what to do anymore
now hes telling me i better stay up for a week and watch my car
cause him and his friends are gonna be all over it
with everything imaginable to fuck with cars
i locked my gas tank
so at least im safe from sugar
im so sad
all i wanna do is cry
and scream
im at my wits end
i really am
i dont know what to do
im going to hide my car today
they keep telling me shit about im gonna end up alone
because how i treat my friends
how i push people away
so what if i push people away
my true friends come back
and they always have
my girl that helped me tonight
i love her so much
she has my back
i dont know what to do tho
im going crazy
im sad
mad
scared
if they keep talking im gonna bash there heads in
but i cant afford that
im 18
i cant go to jail for something that stupid
because if i do it
ima kill them
my friend and her girlfriend already said theyd help me fight em
but i know if they help
well end up killing em
and i cant do that
i just dont know what else to do
and now there saying there gonna go after my moms car
and i swear to go if they go after her car
ill sugar that gas tank
and bash in there windows
i wont even car
i dont know what i did to deserve to be hated so much
im a nice girl
i really am
i guess this isent really asking for advice
but i dont know where else to turn to
for anything
to bitch or anything
i just dont know what to do to keep my sanity
i never had much to begin with
and what little i did have is already out the window
i wanna call the cops
i wanna so bad
but i cant
because i egged his car
they have wittness proof
i dont have anyone to say they took my licence
except the picture
but what are they gonna do?
get a line up of dicks?
besides
i dont even think it was his
this one looked somewhat normal
his is weird looking
i just dont know what to do tho
i wanna restraining order
but doesnt something big have to happen for that?
please just give me any advice you guys can possibly conjure up
please
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!
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ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!
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"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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sorry that was super long.
i dont blame you if you dont take the time to read it
im sorry
i dont blame you if you dont take the time to read it
im sorry
Muh eLJay[livejournal]
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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I have no idea about anythign about this situation and all i can say is that i am sorry....
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thanks...
i am to...
i am to...
Muh eLJay[livejournal]
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
"*Don't be a drag baby...
I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.
No no no, I don't sing.
No, I don't play guitar.
I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"
"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"
"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"
"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"
"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"
"*So don't let the world bring you down,
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive,
Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"