ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!

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ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!

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im about to go insane

and i dont know what to do!

theres been so much drama lately

so much i cant take

im about to run my car off a fuckin clif

and not even fuckin care!

oh my god!



blah blah blah

this fucker who i let live with me took my cd

and i asked 100 times to give it back

and he always lied and said he didnt have it

i didnt fuckin care

well one day he drove up next to me

and rubed it in my face that he had it

i got really pissed

and found his ass

and i kicked his ass

i started wailing on him

kicking and punching

so i come home

and he drives by and throws my cd at me

whatever im good

im happy

few hours later

he drives back

and starts yelling at me

going a lot deeper than the cd

saying i should just kill myself already

and that i push my friends away

and more shit

so then he drives off and screams

"i hope your crying"

and i was

so that made it worse

so the who i thought was my friend screams some shit at him

and i take my friends home

the friend who screamed shit

is not basically on the other kids side of all of this

and said i pushed him away and blah blah

fuck that

so tonight i tell that kid to bring me my shit he had also stole from me

so he brings me back my shoes and my shirt

and then he sends me a text pic of my licence plate frame and his dick thru it

i was like wtf

whyd you steal it from me

so he stole my licence plate frame

i told him to give it back

and he wouldent

as usual

so me and my girl

she eggs his car

they find us

and i tell him get outta the car to settle shit

and hes a pussy and drives off

blah blah

we go back and find him

and get out and talk

he talks stupid shit

im just like

why the fuck you gotta steal all my shit

ive never stole anything from you

and he knows thats the truth

and he says if i woulda just asked for it back

he woulda gave it back

which is a complete lie

he said its in the river now

he said the same about my cd

if i woulda just asked he woulda gave it

not like i didnt ask 100 times before

i dont know what to do anymore

now hes telling me i better stay up for a week and watch my car

cause him and his friends are gonna be all over it

with everything imaginable to fuck with cars

i locked my gas tank

so at least im safe from sugar

im so sad

all i wanna do is cry

and scream

im at my wits end

i really am

i dont know what to do

im going to hide my car today

they keep telling me shit about im gonna end up alone

because how i treat my friends

how i push people away

so what if i push people away

my true friends come back

and they always have

my girl that helped me tonight

i love her so much

she has my back

i dont know what to do tho

im going crazy

im sad

mad

scared

if they keep talking im gonna bash there heads in

but i cant afford that

im 18

i cant go to jail for something that stupid

because if i do it

ima kill them

my friend and her girlfriend already said theyd help me fight em

but i know if they help

well end up killing em

and i cant do that

i just dont know what else to do

and now there saying there gonna go after my moms car

and i swear to go if they go after her car

ill sugar that gas tank

and bash in there windows

i wont even car

i dont know what i did to deserve to be hated so much

im a nice girl

i really am

i guess this isent really asking for advice

but i dont know where else to turn to

for anything

to bitch or anything

i just dont know what to do to keep my sanity

i never had much to begin with

and what little i did have is already out the window

i wanna call the cops

i wanna so bad

but i cant

because i egged his car

they have wittness proof

i dont have anyone to say they took my licence

except the picture

but what are they gonna do?

get a line up of dicks?

besides

i dont even think it was his

this one looked somewhat normal

his is weird looking

i just dont know what to do tho

i wanna restraining order

but doesnt something big have to happen for that?

please just give me any advice you guys can possibly conjure up

please
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Re: ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!

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sorry that was super long.

i dont blame you if you dont take the time to read it

im sorry
Muh eLJay[livejournal]





"*Don't be a drag baby...

I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.

No no no, I don't sing.

No, I don't play guitar.

I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"



"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"



"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"



"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"



"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"



"*So don't let the world bring you down,

Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.

Remember why you came and while you're alive,

Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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Re: ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!

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I have no idea about anythign about this situation and all i can say is that i am sorry....
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Re: ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i just wanna scream! and bash in windows!!!!!!!!!

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thanks...



i am to...
Muh eLJay[livejournal]





"*Don't be a drag baby...

I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.

No no no, I don't sing.

No, I don't play guitar.

I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"



"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"



"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"



"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"



"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"



"*So don't let the world bring you down,

Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.

Remember why you came and while you're alive,

Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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