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i kinda just need to bitch.. and i cant talk to anyone else about it...

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so yeah

i just needa bitch to someone

i doubt if anyone could help me

but i just have to get it out

so theres this guy i liked

since i was like

a freshman

so its been like 4 years almost now

and i really liked him

and i kinda thought he liked me too

but aparently not

he dropped off of the face of the earth for like 5 months

and i had no clue what had happen to him

me and my friend called his mom

and she just said he was "out of town"

well

tonight he finally got online

and i talked to him

and said where hed been

and so he called me

and told me he had been in jail

he got cought up with weed

and so then

he got into a fight in jail

and got longer time

loser

so yeah

we were talking

and then he kinda slips in that

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HE GOT MARRIED!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

i was like

woah!

and i kinda thought he was kidding!

and i was like

haha

to a man or a woman

and he was like be serious

cuz i am

and i didnt get it at first

and so we kept talking

and i believe him

and its wierd

he married a 50 year old woman!

hes fuckin 18!

and he said she has like 5 kids!

and was living with some man for 25 years

they never legally got married

but that common law shit kicks in after 7years..

and she never got a divorced

so like

she was married to him

and my friend

i was like

what!

so like he was all saying how he was depressed

cuz he just got out of jail a couple weeks ago

and his [i dont wanna say this.. ugh] "wife"

left him

while he was gone

she went back to her old man

and i guess they[my friend and her]

had a house or something

cuz he was saying something about how

she didnt even turn the bills off

and now hes in so much debt

back payments

and shit

and he was all how hes so sad

and hurt

because she left him

and i was like

well how could you marry a 50 year old woman when your only 18

and he was like

i fell in love

and i dont understand

he didnt even know her long

but i guess its possible

but i supose im just jelouse

this is odd

being jelouse of a 50 year old woman ive never even met!

ahh!

i think im rambling

but it just made me really sad

i dont mean shit to him

im just the girl he can call all durring the night

if hes bored, and cant sleep

because i dont sleep till the morning

ugh!

lame

lame

lame

lame

lame
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Sorry being insensitive but O_O
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it was just a bit of a shocker

thats all

i still dont really know what to think of it all

but

i guess thats okay

seeing as i havent talked to him since

and prolly wont for a long time

but its all ive been able to talk about since that night

im begining to sound obsessed

but i cant help me

it makes me feel lame

but i guess i prolly should

:(
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Well no you shouldn't really feel that way, I mean you've liked this guy since you were a freshman and I mean if some girl I liked for years came out of nowhere and said she married a 50 yr old man I'd be like WTF, and would probably just keep thinking about it too. It's natural, sorry if I can't really offer anything to help. Um...cheer up :D
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haha.

thanks

at least i dont feel like a completly LOSER!

im pretty jelouse of the 50 year old tho!
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well. yesterday was my birthday..

and right before it was over

me and some friends went to get gas in my car

we went to the gas station we always go to on this side of town...

the one everyone goes to

you see everyone there

well

we went tonight

and of course

we saw someone

someone we knew

on one hand

it was a nice thing

since it was my birthday and all

but on the other hand

the much larger hand

it was the ugh est thing for a birthday

well

to get to my point

it was the kid from this post

him and his "wife" were getting gas..

me and my friend were walking to pay

and we saw him

i was like fuck thats him

and she was like OH SHIT!

IS THAT HIS 50 YEAR OLD WIFE?!

SHE REALLY DOES LOOK 50!

so we laugh

and i get sad

and laugh a lot more

i never once looked at her tho

i couldent

so we run back to the car

and tell everyone we were with

and we laugh

and be like OH MY GOD!

and so one of the kids we were with

he was like

hey im gonna go talk to him

so he goes over

they know eachother thru church

so i guess hes talking to him

and the guy was like

so how did you find out about my wife

did rachelle tell you?

and my friend was like no

some guy from church told me

so aparently it was a secret

that i wasent suposed to tell or something

which was really stupid

because i have the largest mouth of all time

and right when i hung up with him that night of him telling me

i started texting my friends being like OH MY GOD! guess what!

so i was sad about seeing him

specially on my 18th birthday

after that we saw em go to jacko

so i went and dropped some kids off

and then i went and stalked him

me and a couple friends drove by jacko

and then again

and kinda again

im a complete stalker

and thats so depressing

how lame am i

i swear

like a couple weeks ago

i was thinking about what he had said

and putting things together

total detective status!

and i like screamed out something

and took off speeding towards where i had in my head

because of something he had said made me think

and i know im completly lame

and i totally need to get over the fact im never gonna be able to have him now

way never have him now

but its so not that easy

because im sure

if i woulda just said something back in the day

we coulda prolly went out

or at least on a couple dates

something you know

but no

i was lame

and never said anything

just kept it to myself

like always

and then this kinda shit happens

which completly sucks for me

but i mean

i cant be a bitch

because aparently hes happy

even tho that night he called me he was all HELLA depressed

because she left him or whatever

but aparently shes back

dumb fuckin hoe

i mean

no offence

but cant she get with someone her age

but i guess im not one to talk

i like older guys

ugh

but it sucks

and im just complaing

and being all ugh

but its kinda hard not to

i should call him

and be like

im so madly in love with you

and i wanna have your babies

and then hang up

haha

yeah

id so never do that

but i should

i need balls

if anyone would like to lend me some balls

im open for it

well

im kinda totally off subject

but since this post was still up on the board

id thought id at least update it

i hate the fact that i cant get over him

whatever

maybe im just not letting myself

im being so whiney

but yeah

THAT WAS THAT!

im a psycho fuckin bitch stalker

to a man i cant have

yay...
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"*Don't be a drag baby...

I dig you a lot, and if it makes any difference, I'm in the band.

No no no, I don't sing.

No, I don't play guitar.

I play tambourine...lead tambourine!*"



"I Try To Look At Your Face, But All I Can See Are Your Breast!"



"It Really Hurted When I Banged The Floor!!"



"A Fry With No Salt Is Like A Butt With No Hair!!!"



"My Tummy Just Went 'BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH' haha!"



"*So don't let the world bring you down,

Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.

Remember why you came and while you're alive,

Experience the warmth before you grow old.*"
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